You were never born

You were never born, not the way you believe you were born. The entrance in this world started with the activation of your mind, generating instantaneously the story of family, birth, and everything that you experience.

Awakening from this mind dream happens when you start to see how much of yourself you find back in your life. Literally everything is energized by yourself, all the action flow or do not flow with you. If you stop your activity, the activity stops because you have chosen not to energize it anymore.

Look for yourself, check this, feel this.... you are the one generating this reality. You are the captain, and have always been. Feel this. The awakening happens when you start to see that this is true. You are living a dream which you used to call reality.

I am that I am is the simple statement of who you are, it means everything and nothing, simple.

Existence of worlds : only in the mind

This world only exists because you are awake IN it. As soon as you start moving, dancing, singing, living in this 'box', the box becomes alive with you, moves with you and react to you. It is not the opposite. It lives because you choose to pour life in it, your life, your essence, your 'energy'. If you do not energize the world, it does not live, it does not move, it is not existing.

Within this box, you can choose to go to sleep and dream of another box. It then gets alive with you again, thrives on your energy as long as you are there. If you choose not to live in a certain box, you just make it stop by disappearing from it. A dream within a dream.

The point that is made here is, that you are currently not living in what you would call reality, it is a dream as well. Look at it, everything around you responds to you, on your 'activity' and on your 'energy'. Everything and everyone is what you have 'energized'. So, if you somewhere felt that this world is not real, then you have started to awaken from this dream and you might now want to go home again.

The original state

Travels. I had many lately.

I had travels from work to home, from family to home, social demands to home. I travelled from groups meetings to home, from restaurants to home, from the sportsclub to home, from concerts to home. That went on as soon as I had a home of myself, a little house or appartment, after I left the parental home. Yes.

Then at one point I chose that home was not one place anymore, I gave up the little appartment I lived in and then I - myself - became my own home, inside of me. That became the place of being 'at home' and I started to live out of a suitcase. I travelled with people, and then chose to travel just with a few, or just another one. I chose not to travel alone, that is boring.

Then I experienced travels in my head, desires and wishes in my head, and woke up everytime out of them. I understood that I am not living only in one world, but in many. During one day of 24 hours, I live eternity in the worlds above and below, left and right. I understood that I am not just one being, I am many, everything I dream of. And even everything that I experience here-now.

And then, next to the colorful endeavours, travels in and outside, there is something else. There is a place that is not of the same 'fabric'. It is what I call 'stillness', it is there where every travel ends, the beginning and the end. The travels are fed by it, but IT is not of this world. IT is the source, the force, and yet, it cannot be seen or heard, because it is not of this world. And our ears and eyes have not been designed to be able to listen to it. There is only one 'item' capable of locking to it : the heart, and not even the biological heart. It is the energetic heart, the pulsing stream that allows LIFE to stream from the stillness to me. Otherwise I would not be alive, you see. It is the original state. The I am that I am, just me, everything and nothing, and that is quite something.

So, I can tie myself to this source again by opening the 'energetic; heart. That can be done by high frequency thinking like compassion, forgiveness, balanced states of mind, expansive. And then, I can become tied to my 'original state', where I come from. And then, the magician comes in this life, the one that 'knows' everything. A magician 'from the heart', isn't that cool ?

Komaya

Together

We have overcome the wall of separation
because we worked all together...

Sharing this great wisdom from a great French poet.

Dreaming the dreams

I have been dreaming eons of time, all dreams within dreams. It looked real, felt real, smelt real, but it was all dream, my imagination, my desires and wishes. My explorations and discoveries.

I dreamt I was the greatest warrior, the best singer, the greatest artist, the lonely wanderer, the monk, the king, the queen, the beggar. Tried everything.

I see, I only have to wish, to want, and the dream does what I want. I see, all my desires still come true, I can do anything, because I am powerful. It all is nothing but a thought that moves worlds, ... in worlds, in worlds.

And now, I promised myself to play a last time, with intensity, love, grace, finding out a last time for myself the response to the question 'who am I ?'.

I am that I am, just me, nothing more, nothing less, and that is quite something !

Komaya

Yin-Yang to ONE

Yin Yang, duality, polarity ! Something is happening, things are changing rapidly on the planet.

We shift together, drawn by forces that cannot be controlled. It is time to return home.

How will the cats solve this enigma ?

Painted the canvas, time to come home

There it is, the canvas that I painted, the worlds that I created and visited. Over and over again, many lifetimes.

I became 'many', shattered pieces of the mirror, little pieces of amazement, crystals, all as beautiful and alive as the painting, the mirror itself.

But it remained a mirror, even in the slightest bits and pieces, those that forgot it was a part of a mirror.

I am that I am, just me, the creator of the canvas that painted a mirror. After diving into the canvas, thinking for eons that it was my world, and I was part of it, I remember. I was a fraction of my totality, and I forgot it all.

I am now picking up the pieces of the crystals, I am putting the mirror in one piece, and I see that the painting was a creation, it was not me.

Now that I have discovered all this, it is time to come home, to the place where I belong. Home : I am that I am. And a new day starts, but this time, not any repetition of what has been, something new, alive, pounding and amazing !

Komaya

The first day of your life

Maybe no-one has the answer ? Sometimes we do not know who to be. Are we alone in the search ?

But there is a first time to be alive, to break the chain and to walk away from pain !

The time has come to start a new beginning, with all our hopes and our dreams.

The stars shine for you and for me. I am ready now to start a new beginning. There is nothing we cannot overcome, and the earth is brighter than the sun ? This could be the first day of your life.

Komaya

I am that I am Proclamation ;-)

I am that I am – what incredible grand words ! What a realization !

What a feeling to be able to proclaim, “I am that I am.” Let’s do that together and as we do, feel it deep within you. I am that I am.

Feel how the energy moves, shifts. You’re no longer asking the question – Who am I? You’re no longer having the energies seek out that answer.

When you proclaim, “I am that I am” the omniverse, the energies of Spirit, the energies of love, and the energies of every part of you that ever has been, comes in to support that proclamation – I am that I am.

The Wholeness Perspective

The human instrument, because it is fragmented and limited to five-senses, truly desires the Wholeness Perspective; a way to absorb life experience, process it, and move on to the next thing with grace and ease.

This is what is desired, no matter what name is used to describe it.

Wholeness is accepting all realities and moving through them with a feeling of integration, unity, equality, and non-judgment.

It means there are no dualities that are real. It means that all experience is equal and grounded in the transcendent reality of the One That Is All. And most importantly, it means that the One That Is All is you, me, him, her, it, that, and those. Nothing is excluded or rejected.

Hymn to LIFE, the true priority

LIFE is the priority of all beingness, it is the joy, the drive.

Life is about Love, Imagination, Freedom for Everyone.

It is the breath and the smile, the strength and the wisdom.

Life is what is what we are, together with the powers of love and wisdom.

We flow when we live, we are fluid and flexible. We are granted full abundance at all times, and we can gracefully accept it because we are the core essence of life.

Do you see how grand we all are, it just takes the allowance, the smile, the ease and the grace of receipt.

Life is the force that generates everything, and nurtures everything. There is no exclusion ever, it is an allowance.

It is wisdom to understand the ease of LIFE.

Komaya

The world of mirrors

Again, the scene of the mirrors is a metaphor that Bruce uses to show something, to make a point. The mirror world is where humans live. It is the place where we move, shuffle and experience. We feel it is real, but it is the place of our imagination, where our desires comes into action.

However, when we choose to move less, we start to feel deeper layers. We become the observers and we start to listen and then ... the stillness speaks.

Komaya

Learn the way and then forget it all

It is all a mystery. It all happened around 2003, or what I called 2003 at the time. I now understand that time in its linearity is not happening. Mind blowing ? yes, totally. I was never born, that is the truth. The whole life scene I played the grand role in, was just imagination. It still is, it is actually not really happening. It is a kind of program run for self-discovery and enjoyment of what is experienced.

The final conclusion seems to draw to an end. It is the time of remembering that the dream here was really the dream. Waking up from it is quite intense though.

Rough roads, clinging on the new found information, and then letting it all go.

At the end remains the mystery of life, the everlasting breath and stillness.

Is it empty ? In human terms, what lies behind what we understand is mystery, we cannot touch it with our human hands, we cannot hear it with our human ears. And yet, it is quite alive and has definitely an influential say in what we reflect, what we express and the priorities and likings of the deeper kind.

We are dreams thinking up to now that it was the only reality. We are now rediscovering that we are much more expansive, wise, cosmic than we ever remembered as soon as we brought the dream into activity. It is time to wake up from the dream and become our totality. It has been decided and there is no point of return. I remember who I am.

I am that I am - the II

Komaya

Rebirth of the Indigo Initiative

Unexpectedly, maybe even overtime, and tried, retried and rehearsed, the II is back online, another timeline, another dynamic, but with the same propulsion, eternal and never-ending.

There is something that never dies and is unbeatable and it is I, the I am that I am power that stands again.

It is time for the butterfly to get out of the cocoon, so that it can start doing what it wants the most, fly and be free.

Acknowledged that it is unknown for most, and not driven by the same players maybe, unless the I, that stands for the totality of its creation. It is I, the I am that I am from the spirit of the one called Komaya. It is the only one that makes this, because the II is the essence of all it contains : II -> I am that I am, but that means everything, nothing more, nothing less. This cannot die, it is eternal, it is IT. I welcome back I am that I am.

Komaya

In a space of timelessness, in a time of spacelessness